Chapter 2: Outside Life
It was early Friday morning when I
woke up. Two days after my confrontation with Father. I was surprised that I
woke up now rather than much later. It means that Father went easy on me. I let
out a breath of relief as I tried to move.
I moved my head a bit, afraid to
move the rest of my body. I felt a slight throb in the back of my head and knew
that my father had had his way with me while I was unconscious. I sat up and
winced, confirming the fact that I was also beaten pretty badly by him as well.
I really don’t see how he could get
off at this. In a sense, however, I didn’t feel it. So I got what I asked for .
. . for once.
I looked around to find my uniform
nowhere in sight and as much as I didn’t want to I tried to stand, not caring
that I was nude at the time. I mean my father went easy on me right?
When I was able to stand I tried to
take a step. It was a big mistake on my part as I almost cried out in pain when
I felt my legs give out under me and I fell back on my futon. My back hit the
soft material and I almost screamed.
Father went easy on me, my sore
ass!!
I looked at my alarm and saw that it
was at least 4:00 am. I didn’t have to be at school until around 7:00 but I had
to get out of here. I had to leave before Mother and Father woke up. I didn’t
want to hear their sorry excuses and complaints. I didn’t even feel like making
breakfast.
And when I say making breakfast I
mean making breakfast for them. Apparently it’s bad for your own child to eat
breakfast with you. It doesn’t make sense and it’s a lot of bull but it’s what
my father says and whatever he says goes right?
I then decided to see what damage my
father caused. I crawled off the bed and unto the floor. I continued until I
got to the full length mirror. I then laughed at myself, realizing that my
knees weren’t hurting. It just reminds me of how long exactly I’ve been doing
this with Father. I stopped laughing and looked at the mirror.
Oh sweet Kami . . .
I can’t go to school like this!
Usually when my father “punishes” me
he normally does it to the point of me bleeding but that’s it and when he hits
me it’s just a slight bruising; nothing that I have to worry about.
I sighed. It’s sad that I’m trying
to justify his actions.
Anyway, I could easily make
something up and tell people that I fell. It’s believable nowadays seeing as
how “accident prone” I am. Like when Father broke my leg when he tossed me to
the floor this one time or when I got a concussion from trying to run away. I
merely told everyone that I either fell or some accident when I went hiking or
something. The only person who knows the truth is Kage but thankfully he
doesn’t say much.
I tried to stand up one more time so
I could get a better look at myself and honestly I wish I hadn’t.
My long blue hair fell in tangled
streams. My face had a slight cut on its right cheek and my body . . . oh my
body . . . I never would’ve imagined it. Each one darker then the last bruises
littered my arms, legs and neck. Scratches and bite marks covered my chest.
Well, at least I could cover those up. I then felt something trailing down my
back and I groaned as I guessed what it was. I took my hand and reached over, bringing
my hand back and confirming that I was right.
Blood.
I sighed, knowing my father did
something to it. What was I gonna tell everyone this time?
As I tried to take a step to my
closet I heard someone coming through my door from the back. I knew that this
would get me in trouble! There’s no way I could defend myself in this
situation! Dammit, Father! Why the hell did you break my door?!
“Aretsu?”
I looked to see Kage. He looked
shocked.
“Kage?” I asked breathlessly.
Kage ran to me and was about to wrap
his arms around me when I stopped him. He looked at me.
“My back is bleeding. I wouldn’t
want you to get any on your uniform.”
“Like I care,” He embraced me, not
too tight either. He did it just right. Just the right amount of softness and
roughness that let me know that he was here and that I’m safe.
I love him so much.
“Aretsu, what on earth happened to
you? Was it your father again? Was this why you didn’t come to school?”
My mind spun from Kage’s onslaught
of questions. I held onto him, grateful that he was there.
Kage Hikari, my boyfriend for almost
four years, had shoulder length black hair and golden eyes. I say they’re like
a honey color but he likes when I say that they’re gold. It boosts his ego. At
the time he was wearing our school uniform which, for the boys anyway,
consisted of either a long sleeve white button up shirt with our school logo on
it, which Kage wears, or a short sleeve white shirt with the logo on it, which
I wore. It was either causal or sophisticated. Guess which one I chose. The
uniform also consisted of a navy blue tie also with our logo and black slacks
and dress shoes. It was a typical uniform. Nothing fancy. Our school was
called, ‘Kagami Academy’. Kagami, meaning mirror, meant that we were supposed
to not only be as best as those in the past but be better. We, the students,
are supposed to be better than everyone else and set examples for those after
us. This school was on the top charts and I was happy that I was able to get in
with Kage.
“I’m fine, Kage. Thanks for coming
over.” I looked at the clock only to realize that a half an hour passed. I
looked up at him and his golden eyes spoke volumes to me. I blushed slightly
and looked away.
Kage smiled and kissed my neck.
“What’s wrong Aretsu?”
“Um well it’s just that I’m
embarrassed.”
“Embarrassed of what?” He asked me.
I blushed even darker, “Well I’m
nude and being held by my boyfriend, whom I love so deeply. You do the math.”
Kage smiled brighter, “So you want
me is that it?”
I didn’t even bother to look at him.
I mean why should I? He already knew the answer.
His hand trailed down my face. “Are
you up for it?”
I looked at him, “I rather it be you
than my father if that’s what you mean.” I felt tears prick my eyes again.
Kage looked shocked and upset. He
knew I was terrified of my father and he knew I hated every single thing he did
to me. I never really cried in front of him. I thought that it was meaningless
for me to cry since I was the one that let it happen and that I refuse to make
it stop.
He held me again. “It’s okay, I’m
here.”
“I know. Thank you,”
He looked at me and kissed me
softly. I loved the feel of Kage’s lips. They were soft and always tasted of
strawberries, my favorite fruit. I looked at him and smiled, knowing he did
that on purpose.
“Baka,”
He smiled at me. I loved his smile
too. It made his face brighten up so much.
“Oops, guess you’ve caught me. Does
that mean I’m gonna get punished?”
“Maybe,” I smirked.
Kage lifted me up and brought me to
my bed. He then went to my bathroom and brought out a wet cloth and some
alcohol. I stared at him. “Um this is punishment for me not for you.”
“Come on, Aretsu. You know I have
to. We can’t have that bleeding so much.”
I looked at his hands and saw that
they were bloody from my back. The cuffs of his sleeves were a little red too
but I knew as well as him that he could cover those easily. I sighed and had lay
down on my stomach and winced as he rubbed my back with the cloth. I silently
cried out when the alcohol was added. Kage apologized every time I made a
sound.
After about 5 minutes I felt him
kiss my shoulder and heard him ask me to turn over. I shook my head.
“Aretsu what’s wrong?”
I shook my head again. I didn’t want
to tell him. How could I tell him that I grew hard as he kept pouring the
alcohol on my wounds? How could I tell him that through the whole time he was
helping me I was helping myself to millions of images and memories of past
rendezvous?
I then flinched as I felt him kiss
my shoulder. I looked at him, knowing my face was flushed and knowing that my
breathing was ragged.
Kage stared at me and I saw his eyes
darken with lust. I looked lower to his pants and saw the bulge that was there.
He then lifted my chin and made me stare into his darkened eyes. “Aretsu, what
is it?”
I couldn’t stand it. “Kage, touch
me!” I kissed him fiercely.
I felt him respond as he flipped me
over and leaned over me. He then pulled back long enough to loosen his tie and
unbutton his shirt. I loved watching Kage undress, especially if it’s out of
his school uniform. How he yanks off his tie and unbuttons his shirt. How he
carelessly tosses both objects to the floor. How could I resist him when he
shows me how much he wants me?
He then leaned back to me and
lowered his kisses unto my chest. I threw my head back as he showered my chest
with little nips and tugs. At this point I was already rock hard and I couldn’t
stand his teasing anymore. I didn’t think my body could handle sex right now
but I did want him to touch me.
I lowered my hand and started to
play with myself. I groaned as I realized how sensitive I was and that I was
ready to blow at any minute.
Kage looked at me and smiled. “You
want me to touch that?”
I nodded my head. So badly did I
want him to touch me. My hand wasn’t enough. I needed him.
“Please . . .” My breathing was
short and I gasped every other second as my movements became slightly faster.
He batted my hand away and stood up.
I stared at him and knew what he wanted. I sat up and he pulled his erection
out, putting it in my face. I could tell that he didn’t want me to tease him. I
could tell that he wanted me to hurry. He was about to blow as well. I was more
than eager to please him.
“Well this is a surprise,” I licked
my lips. “You’re already so hard.” Kage rolled his eyes, saying something along
the lines of ‘I’m always hard when I see you.’
I thought it was cute.
I placed his erection in my mouth
and swallowed it whole, loving the way it tasted and loving how it twitched as
I moved my tongue over the sensitive head.
“Aretsu . . .” He muttered as he ran
his fingers through my hair. I groaned as I started to touch myself again. “Aretsu
do you like touching yourself in front of me?”
I nodded my head slightly as I
continued to suck him off. He fisted his hand in my hair and started to fuck my
mouth.
I looked up slightly and saw that
Kage was watching me. I knew how much he loved to watch me suck him off or play
with myself. When we did have sex he loved it when we would do it doggy style
or when I was riding on top of him cause I knew he loved watching himself
disappear inside me. I started to move my hand faster and I groaned as I sucked
him harder.
“Yeah, Aretsu just like that.” He
grunted and started to move faster as well. “Touch yourself for me. God, I love
watching you.”
He took himself out of my mouth and
I groaned as he kneeled down to kiss me.
“Kage . . . I’m-“
“I know, Aretsu. Just wait I’m right
there.” He kissed my forehead and he grunted in my ear as he bit my earlobe.
“Aretsu I love you. Please come with me.”
I looked at him, “Kage . . .”
“Please Aretsu?” He smiled slightly
despite holding back all his moans.
I smiled as I reached my end and
kissed him. “Yes, Kage. I love you too. Come with me.”
“Oh God yes!” He then laid me down on
the bed and went over me. His erection over my mouth and mine already engulfed
by his own. I took him in my mouth and we continued to devour each other.
It wasn’t too long that the room was
soon filled with moans and groans, the occasional panting and the silent scream
of completion as we both released. Kage got off of me and flipped over so he
could face me. We kissed sloppily and content at what we’ve done. However when
I looked at the time it was now 6:15. I
stared at Kage and attempted to get up, only to fall back to the bed. Kage
giggled but understood why I was panicked. My parents, mainly my father, were
going to wake up any minute. If I didn’t leave soon I’m screwed! No, pun
attended.
Kage got up and went to my closet,
taking out a uniform and helping me put it on. I smiled as he even brushed my
hair for me.
I was fixing my tie by the time Kage
lifted me up, grabbed my book bag and shoes and ran out through the back. I
couldn’t help but think that I really needed to get money so I could fix that
door.
Unfortunately we had gym class that
first period. It didn’t really turn out too well. For me of course.
“Wow, Aretsu! What the Hell happened
to you?!”
“Go fall in a ditch, Tatsuya!”
Our friend Akira laughed, “Oh come
on, Kage! He’s just playing around!”
“No seriously though . . .” Tatsuya our
other friend walked up to me. He looked concerned. “What happened Aretsu? You
couldn’t have fallen this time.”
I looked away from them as I changed
into my gym uniform, with the help of Kage of course.
I still couldn’t stand straight on
my own.
“Yeah well I did fall so leave it
alone.”
“Yeah he probably fell in that ditch
with Tatsu.”
“Shut up Akira!”
“Look Kage I understand that you and
Aretsu are together and what not but you don’t have to be so defensive.” He
looked at me and smiled. “You’re cool with our jokes right, Aretsu?”
I rolled my eyes, even though they
couldn’t see. “Yeah I’m fine.”
Oh if only they knew!
“See?!” Tatsuya patted me on the
back. “He’s perfectly fine!”
And because of that I fell to the
ground in complete pain!
“Aretsu!” All my friends yelled out
in unison.
“Dammit, Tatsuya!” Kage yelled.
“I’m sorry!”
I looked at them and could’ve sworn that the concern looks on
Tatsu and Aki’s faces were fake. It’s probably just my imagination.
“I’m fine.” I blinked at them. “Can you help me up?”
“Sure!” Akira instantly grabbed my hand and lifted me up.
When I was standing I felt his hand on the small of my back. “Everything
alright?” He asked me.
“Yeah . . . cool.” I felt Kage grab unto me after that.
I rolled my eyes at Kage’s possessiveness. Ever since we
started dating Kage has been like that. He told me I was too beautiful and
handsome to be left alone. He told me that there were vultures around me trying
to eat me up. He said he was glad that a brave man like him was able to take me
out of the desert and back with him to a safer environment. It’s too bad he
can’t take me away from my dad but it’s a start at least. I’m always grateful
to have Kage by my side. I really don’t know what I would be without him. Oh
wait I do know . . . I’d be dead.
After the incident in the locker rooms gym went pretty well.
You know besides the fact that I had to sit down for all of it. It wasn’t until
afterwards that my life went pretty upside down . . . again.
Isn’t my life great?
“Hey,”
I looked over to see Akira. He was the only one left in the
locker room. I didn’t want everyone else to see my scars so I decided to change
when everyone left. Kage left early to tell our English teacher that I was
going to be late. What was my excuse? I fell.
I wasn’t expecting Akira to be here, however.
“Hey Aki,” I walked to a bench. “What are you still doing
here?”
“Shouldn’t I be asking you that?”
I didn’t look at him. “I didn’t feel like talking about my scars
again.”
“The old ones or new ones?”
I froze. For a while now I’ve been coming to school less
often and with more bruises courteous of my father. Of course the only person
who knows that is Kage. The old ones were almost gone . . . almost.
But these new ones . . .
“It doesn’t matter. I didn’t want to have to explain myself.”
“I see,”
I proceeded to take off my shirt. Aki was one of my close
friends I didn’t mind if he saw. ‘Sides he already saw them earlier. It’s like
closing the barn after the horses left if I tried to hide them from him now.
I was so focused on not
killing myself however that I didn’t hear Akira’s next question.
“Did Kage do that to you?”
When I did hear it I dropped my shirt, “What?”
“Did Kage do that to you?” He repeated.
What?! How come he’s asking me this? He made it sound like he
was discussing about the weather. He’s known Kage for as long as I have. I
looked at him if not stared at him.
“Kage would never hit me.” I glared at him. “He would never
do that. How could you even ask me that?”
Akira shrugged his shoulders. “I just noticed that he’s being
a little distant lately. I also know how much attention you want from others.
So I assumed that Kage probably snapped and did a couple of things.” He walked
closer to me. “Personally I think it’s cute.”
“Wait what?”
Yeah never mind the fact that he just called your lovable
boyfriend a wife beater. Smooth Aretsu . . . real smooth.
“Did you hit your head too?” Akira smiled. “I said I think
it’s cute. The way you act, the way you talk, the way you want attention and are
so close to people.” He was now way too close. “I just think you’re so cute,
Alex.”
I moved away slightly, hating the way he used the English translation
of my name. “Don’t call me that. It’s aggravating.”
“You like it when Kage calls you that.”
I blushed, thinking about how Kage’s voice would sound saying
my name in English. I shook my head. “First off Kage doesn’t even call me that
and even if he did Kage’s my boyfriend. Of course I’d let him call me that. Why
wouldn’t I?”
“True,” Akira stood right in front of me. “Do you need help
with anything? I could tell that you’re still a bit wobbly.”
I couldn’t deny that but I was afraid that him touching me
could lead to other things.
Don’t ask what you’ve seen my life.
I shook my head slightly. I was being too cautious. Akira was
one of my best friends and he was only trying to help.
But then why do I feel so nervous whenever he gets too close
to me?
“I’m okay,” I started to put back on my original uniform. “If
anything I’ll just sit down and put my clothes on.”
“Don’t you normally have to stand at a certain point?”
I smirked at him. “Believe me. I know how to do things while
sitting.”
He smiled, “Oh really?” He sat on the bench beside me. “If
anything you could sit on my lap.”
I blushed again, “No thanks.” I was able to get my arms and
head through the shirt when out of nowhere Akira grabbed the hem of it and held
it there.
I stared at him. “What are you doing?”
Akira stared at my torso, “You have scars here too.” He said
matter-of-factly.
“So?” I touched his hand. “Can you please let go Aki?”
Then out of nowhere Hikari leaned toward me and kissed my
stomach. I cringed.
“Aki, stop. What are you doing?”
He looked at me. “I’m making the pain go away.”
I shook my head. “No you’re not, stop it!” I had a really bad
feeling about this.
Akira glared at me and I was then shoved into the nearby
lockers. I yelped in pain as I fell to the floor.
Dammit, why am I always right?!
“Oops,” Aki walked toward me and kneeled down. “Are you okay?
You’re not hurt are you?”
I glared up at him.
“Scary,” He lifted my head up by my hair and stared at me.
“Look at the fire in your eyes. They make those violet orbs of yours stand out
even more. How I love those eyes of yours.”
Then he kissed me, forcing his tongue in my mouth. I groaned
and used whatever strength I had to try and push him away. He released my lips
and continued his glare.
“Oh come on, Aretsu. I know you want me.”
I stared at him. How the Hell did he come up with that?!
“What?”
“Oh come on I’ve seen the way you look at me.”
“Did it look like this?” I glared at him again.
He shrugged, “Close enough.” His hand then pulled my hair and
his other one pulled me by my shirt collar. I was hoisted up and slammed into
the lockers again.
Okay 1 my back. I will not be surprised if one day I become
paralyzed from all the blows to it. 2 this is getting really annoying really
fast.
He crushed his lips to mine again and he released my hair and
shirt just to have one on my hip, dragging me closer to him and the other
gently caressing my cheek.
“You taste so good, Aretsu.” He moved his hand from my cheek
to my head and started to massage my scalp, as if apologizing for the earlier
assault. “You taste sweet . . . like strawberries.”
I rolled my eyes at the comment but couldn’t stop the groan
from escaping me as I started to enjoy Akira’s gentle assault. It was soft and
kind and it started to heat me up.
When he released me I felt my face heat up as he trailed his
lips down my throat. “Akira . . . please stop. We . . . we can’t be doing
this.”
“Why not?” He licked my adam’s apple and I shuddered.
“Cause I’m with Kage and technically what
I’m doing is called cheating.”
“So what you’re saying is . . . you
love Kage?”
I nodded my head, as if it wasn’t
obvious. “Yes,”
“But your body is telling me
otherwise.” He pressed into me and I felt his throbbing want on my thigh,
making me twitch as well.
“True as that may be it doesn’t
justify your actions.” I felt my face heat up even more as I continued to
speak. “You’re right. Kage hasn’t been giving me much attention but he has-!”
My words were cut off as Akira’s lips
landed on my again.
Okay now this is annoying!
When he pulled back I started to
sense movement from the other side of the room. I turned toward the sound to
see Tatsuya coming over.
Finally salvation!!
“Aki, what are you doing with Alex?”
I sighed. Why is everyone calling me
‘Alex’?!
“Tatsu!” I managed to get away from
Akira and managed to stumble into Tatsuya’s awaiting arms. “Akira . . . he . .
. he tried to-“
“I know,”
I stared at him. “You knew? You mean
you were watching as he-“
“Yeah, why not? It was cool that you
started to get into it but then you started to get all choosy. What Kage don’t
know won’t hurt him.”
I stared at him. Tatsuya . . . the
only other person that I ever considered a part of my family was actually
watching Akira and I as if we were the opening act of an X rated porn movie.
I couldn’t believe this!
“No . . . Tatsuya. Don’t tell me you
. . .”
“Was actually hoping for this to
happen? If I said no I’d be lying and my mom taught me better than that.”
I then realized how bad my situation
was at that moment.
“Hey Tatsu,” I looked over at Akira.
“Bring him over,”
My eyes widened and I looked back up
at Tatsuya. Please, God no.
“Hey you had your fun don’t you think
it’s my turn?” His hand grabbed my ass. “God your ass is soft. I bet it’s
really tight too. Mind if I try it out?”
I shook my head and tried to get away
from him but then Aki came up from behind me and held onto my arms.
“Don’t be scared, Aretsu. We won’t
hurt you.” Akira spoke in my ear.
“Yeah,” Tatsuya agreed. “Well unless
you try to run away that is.” He then started to kiss my neck, biting and
sucking. Akira started doing the same to my ears.
Dammit, I couldn’t believe that this
was happening to me. I bit my lip so as to not make any noise but what they
were doing was so good. I felt myself getting hard and I was silently praying
that neither of them noticed.
“And what’s this?” I felt Tatsuya’s
hand creep down my stomach.
I just had to say it!
“Well look at this, Aki. Aretsu likes
what we’re doing!”
He sounded so proud.
“Well what are we waiting for, Tatsu?
Let’s make him enjoy it some more.”
Aki turned me around and pushed me
onto the bench. Tatsuya then tied my hands behind my back. When they both
looked at me I was able to tell that they liked what they saw.
Aretsu Ciel Murakami, looking like
the perfect picture of a bondage slave. Hands tied behind me, long blue hair
tousled and covering half my face, my cheeks stained red, my mouth parted open,
lips bruised from kissing and biting, breath ragged, eyes darkened with lust,
body covered with marks, clothes wrinkled and messy and a nice prominent bulge
showing all my pent up emotion.
Yeah . . . I look great don’t I?
“Wow,” Akira whistled. “Ain’t he a
beaut?”
Tatsuya nodded his head in agreement.
I glared at them, “Why are you doing
this?”
Tatsuya smirked, “Why do you think?”
Akira smiled, “Why should we tell
you?”
“Cause it’s the right thing to do?”
Tatsuya rolled his eyes and Akira
scoffed. “Fine if you really want to know.” The latter of the two walked up to
me. Akira grabbed my hair and wrapped it around his hand until I came face to
face with him. “You see . . . Aretsu dear . . .”
I already didn’t like where this
conversation was going.
“You see we’re doing this to get back
at Kage.”
I stared at him in utter confusion. I
sure am staring a lot.
“What?”
I’m also asking a lot of questions. .
. . Hey I know!
Aretsu Ciel Murakami, Ace Detective,
at your service!
Yeah like that would work . . . -_-‘
“You’re doing this to get back at
Kage?”
“Yeah,” He made it sound like it was
the most obvious thing in the world.
I blinked a good couple of times
before I busted out laughing. Akira and Tatsuya looked at me weird.
Oh my God! This scenario was so cliché
I was actually mad I fell for it!
“You think this is funny?!” Tatsuya
was fuming.
It only made me laugh harder.
Tatsuya came over to me and was about
to slap me but all of a sudden his hand was grabbed and stopped.
Akira stared and let go of my hair,
moving away from me in the process. My head fell down and I looked back up to
see Kage there.
“Kage!”
“Hey, Aretsu!” He smiled slightly. He
let go of Tatsuya and walked over to me and untied my hands. He then looked at
Akira and Tatsuya and smirked. “Now then . . .” He went in his bag and took out
a brush. He handed it to me and walked over to them. I started to brush my
hair.
“Whose idea was it to torture my
boyfriend?” Kage looked really scary from my end. I’m really glad I’m not the
focus of those eyes.
Neither of them spoke up.
“Really guys? No answer?” He stopped
in front of Tatsuya. “I bet it was you. You always did speak so highly of
Aretsu. Then again who wouldn’t?” He looked at me. “I mean look at him. Isn’t
he amazing?”
I blushed. Leave it to Kage to make
me seem more feminine then I already am.
Tatsuya immediately shook his head,
“No it wasn’t me! Aki told me what he was planning and said that if I tagged
along I’d get a piece.” He kneeled down in front of him. “Please don’t hurt me!
I’m sorry Kage I really am!” Akira looked shocked.
Kage smirked. “Okay Tatsu. Thank you
for telling me.” He helped Tatsuya up. “For that I’ll give you an award.”
“R-really?”
“Yes,” I flinched when I saw how
dangerous he looked. “Now I won’t hurt you as badly as Akira will be.”
“Huh?”
Tatsuya was then punched square in
the jaw and he flew to the floor. Akira stared, wide eyed at what he just
witnessed.
“Now for you.” Kage turned toward
Akira and Akira stepped back. “You always had a thing for Aretsu. I knew this
and yet I still let you become friends with him. Why? Because that’s what
friends do. They introduce their friends to other people, to let their world
expand. The world ends with you, you know.” Kage was in Akira’s face now. “You
always spoke about how nice Aretsu's hair was or how beautiful Aretsu's eyes
were. You even talked about how nice he looked in a pair of jeans once but no I
said nothing because from the very beginning I had told you straight out that
he was mine!”
I stared as Kage talked to Akira.
I’ve never seen him so mad before. I was actually really afraid of him. It was
definitely official . . . I would never get Kage that mad. What kind of a
boyfriend would I be if I didn’t do what was expected of me? Besides I liked
the fact that Kage said that I was his. If I was his then that meant I didn’t
belong to my father. I was really happy for that conclusion.
I then looked back up, not realizing
that I was looking down, and saw Kage walking over to me again. He looked
guilty.
“Kage?”
He sighed and held me.
“I’m so sorry. I should’ve just
stayed by you like I always did. Or better yet I should’ve been watching out
for Akira. I knew he was no good!”
“Kage it’s alright. I’m okay . . .
I-”
“But you would’ve been better if I
had at least warned you about him.” He let go of me. “I didn’t even do that.
What kind of a boyfriend am I?” He walked away from me.
I sighed and looked away, catching a
glimpse at Akira and wincing to myself as I saw his body.
Kage sure did a number on him.
“You’re a great boyfriend Kage.” I
felt him turn to look at me. “I couldn’t ask for a greater person to be by my
side.” I looked at him. “If you’d let me . . . I’d be more than happy to stay
by your side forever.”
“Aretsu . . .” He walked back to me.
“Would you really? Would you really stay by my side forever?”
I blushed, completely embarrassed
that I said that. “If you’d let me,” I repeated.
Then I saw it. His smile . . . Kage’s
smile. The smile I loved so deeply.
“I’m letting you.” He whispered as he
leaned toward my lips. “I’m letting you.”
“Good,” I whispered as I kissed him.
After that we . . . umm . . . stayed
in there for a while . . .
Look I had a bit of a problem and my
boyfriend was there to help fix it.
Leave me alone!
However after that I had to go home
early so I could collect myself, after an experience like that the teachers
agreed on it. Oh if only they knew that I went through the same problems at
home.
Kage felt horrible for leaving me
alone seeing as how he was thinking the exact same thing I was thinking.
They took me out of one Hellhole just
to push me into another more deeper Hellhole that I refuse to get out of.
Great . . . -_-‘
